Destiny

The pages of my life seem to turn faster these days.

Each word spills off my tongue in sweet anticipation of the next.

There is a flow to my story that was ever so absent before. 

Strength resides in patience, where fear was once so prevalent. 

Fate is now my beacon; a light to guide my way…

To destiny.

Different Breed

My whole life I have considered myself a different breed. 

A different breed of human

A different breed of women

A different breed of everything all together 

I stand alone because I can

I stand alone because it’s safe

I stand alone even when I’m fighting with the loneliness 

I love with all my heart

I feel with all my being

I am who I am 

A different breed. 

No Regrets

I may not be perfect, but perfection is not what I am searching for.

I may not be the person you built me up to be in your mind, but that’s on you for giving me more credit than I deserve.

At least I was true. Were you?

Where do we go from here?

What do we do with this?

This choice is not mine, but yours.

I reside with no expectations

No assumptions

And no regrets.

Better Days

Emptiness unravels pain

once hidden

by better days.

a time that now lay distant.

And I,

this hollow cage of life

consumed by nothingness.

Left here by this romance and taken by insanity.

I’ve stated my case

and planned my escape

a journey into lonliness

with simple courage as my guide.

On a path

to better days!

Nice Way of Looking at it!

  

Pleasant Pain

Blinded by your words 

Oh how I wish to hold on to the moment

That time you held me so tightly

And filled me so completely 

I was yours and you were mine

Bonded together in time

Those sweet brown eyes looking directly into my soul

As I beg for your passion and give in to your love

It’s lonely here without you

For I’m craving you so deeply now

The pleasant pain of a romance left behind

I miss you

Love Tumble

Heartbeat, heartbeat break my fall

As I tumble into ecstasy

Below this sky

Above this earth

Rooted into being

As I never thought could be

A touch as if I’ve never felt

Open minded love.