The pages of my life seem to turn faster these days.
Each word spills off my tongue in sweet anticipation of the next.
There is a flow to my story that was ever so absent before.
Strength resides in patience, where fear was once so prevalent.
Fate is now my beacon; a light to guide my way…
My whole life I have considered myself a different breed.
A different breed of human
A different breed of women
A different breed of everything all together
I stand alone because I can
I stand alone because it’s safe
I stand alone even when I’m fighting with the loneliness
I love with all my heart
I feel with all my being
I am who I am
A different breed.
I may not be perfect, but perfection is not what I am searching for.
I may not be the person you built me up to be in your mind, but that’s on you for giving me more credit than I deserve.
At least I was true. Were you?
Where do we go from here?
What do we do with this?
This choice is not mine, but yours.
I reside with no expectations
And no regrets.
Emptiness unravels pain
by better days.
a time that now lay distant.
this hollow cage of life
consumed by nothingness.
Left here by this romance and taken by insanity.
I’ve stated my case
and planned my escape
a journey into lonliness
with simple courage as my guide.
On a path
to better days!
Blinded by your words
Oh how I wish to hold on to the moment
That time you held me so tightly
And filled me so completely
I was yours and you were mine
Bonded together in time
Those sweet brown eyes looking directly into my soul
As I beg for your passion and give in to your love
It’s lonely here without you
For I’m craving you so deeply now
The pleasant pain of a romance left behind
I miss you
Heartbeat, heartbeat break my fall
As I tumble into ecstasy
Below this sky
Above this earth
Rooted into being
As I never thought could be
A touch as if I’ve never felt
Open minded love.