Silly Little Optimist

You silly little optimistic girl.

Did you really think it would be different?

No one will ever love you.

Not with their whole heart at least.

Perhaps the mystery in your eyes will lead them to ponder…

To wonder…

What it would be like…

To love you.

But as with everything, that will surely fade.

You were not meant to be loved my dear.

There is no peace for you here.

No happiness.

No joy.

Loneliness; the only thing that’s real.

So walk or better yet, run

Far away from it all.

Go dark

Go distant

They won’t notice

Here today, gone tomorrow

 

You never meant a thing to them.

 

 

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6 thoughts on “Silly Little Optimist

  1. theacquiescentsoul says:

    I just happened to pass through and reads this…
    It has some deep connotations to it; and since you tagged “depression”, and I happen to be quite familiar, I can only say that we have to be very careful about the messages we send to ourselves.

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