Have you ever wished you were able to go back to a time in your past, not to change it, but simply to experience it again with all of the knowledge you now hold.
Moments you’ve forgotten and synchronicity you never understood.
One long winding road to the place you are now.
The person you have become.
Those twisted roots of history woven together to create your current reality.
How does it feel to know you chose this?
Every decision you have ever made has led to that which you are experiencing now.
Do you have any regrets…things you never said…and those you will never be able to say?
Has it taught you anything?
That time is fleeting.
And no one knows what tomorrow will bring…
I awoke today at 4 AM
Cringing at the prospect of another day
I am exhausted I thought
Wandering through the darkness of my mind
Sleep was my only peace
From this cloak of sanity I must abide
For I am cracked you see
These edges on my heart
embraced with scars
From lovers of the past
Those who taught me
Just how worthless
One can make you feel
Thank you for reminding me that I mean nothing
For a moment, I actually thought you cared
As I lay myself to sleep
The silence of the dark wraps tightly around my skin
Alone in my bed
Swimming in my own imagination
A fairytale of memories
Written with the deepest of regret
All feels lost, but perhaps it is not
For all that could have been and all that has yet to come
Can always be
If I only close my eyes
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